some people trigger me so easily it’s scary. Most of them are loud, lazy coworkers that somehow piss me off very easily.
Is this a normal reaction to morons?
it’s not like I want to punch them, I’m simply relaxed and work better when I don’t have to see them. They slow me down.
I have pretty severe anger issues caused by my shit life and the seemingly rapidly deteriorating state of the world. Rich people and abusive corporations piss me off more than I can describe. Unfortunately a lot of other things can piss me off too, and I get so angry I’m completely useless.
I’ve tried different therapies and many drugs. It’s bad out of relationships, and bad in them. I’m fairly certain the only thing that will help is slowly aging out of it, or quickly dying.
Thankfully I am substantially more fucked in the head than the average person, so I assume there are better ways around it for most people.