He’s 28 😂 yeah he lowkey said I am acting crazy but I was just mad that he was lying for no reason.

Tbh, I can post anything I want, simply just don’t engage in my post if you don’t want to …

never meet anyone sounds scary

Ahahaha 0 actually

Well not necessarily, like today I wanted it but I can’t but I feel fine with that. Maybe it’s because I didn’t have sex much before in my relationship that now I have this urgency to fill it all in. And no, I have friendships with people just fine and even some guys my friends boyfriend brings and it’s fine, I don’t want to do anything with them obviously. And no no health issues other than being horny allot

Literally… like I couldn’t care less for his Instagram it was just the action of lying like for what 😂😂

fuck . I deleted it. They did a good job tho, basically what I was saying, but more formal lol

I know. But when I’m in a relationship with someone I don’t care for those things. When I was with my ex, I was so emotionally connected that like I didn’t care or like NEED it. We were also long distance (7hrs) so we didn’t see each other as much as we wanted but I felt okay. But now since it’s over and I’m single, I’m craving it much much more. I think I’ll take it easy tho, I will try to regulate my sexual emotions

I know this. The thing is, I’m not looking for a relationship right now because I’m not emotionally ready to be committed to someone. I am fully capable of being independant, I love doing things by myself. I prefer it than being with someone to be honest. But now it’s just the physical touch I crave too much. I don’t even want an emotional connection with this guy

Not necessarily. I’m not using sex as a pain coping mechanism like for my grief of my relationship. But I think it’s just I enjoy it so much that I want it everyday? I hope I don’t sound dumb right now but yeah, I just crave it too much I guess. Like I’ll get upset if like I don’t get it, that is probably what is bad.

Oh I’ve tried therapy and surprisingly, advice online seems to help me more.

Stop ily. I’m gonna use this

See that’s the issue… how do I know if I’m using sex as a coping mechanism or not? I stopped grieving the breakup as soon as I saw this other guy. We didn’t have sex the first time though but I was already like getting it off my mind so idk. But now I’m addicted to sex. Lol. And you’re right, I don’t feel at harm with this guy, maybe he’s an asshole but tbh idc, i mean, the sex is good lol. I’m giving him same energy tho so I guess im chilling

What if in the future I like someone so much but they can’t stand my past? My ex freaked out when I told him my body count lol. I’m a loyal person tho. If I am with someone I don’t give a flying fuck about anyone else but I think my ex’s reaction scared me till now. Made me feel shame

LOL I’m sorry, my brain was scattered typing this all out. I think I’m just confused on what I want

I mean yea tbh his instagram popped up and im like the fuck? Cuz I asked awhile ago and he lied and said he didn’t have. Personally I couldn’t care less about having his Instagram, but why lie lol. I told him like he doesn’t have to lie or anything because I don’t care and he said yeah ok I don’t wanna give u it get the hint lolololol. Maybe a bit toxic but the sex is good so part of me don’t care lol. And that’s true, I just worry about like STDs and stuff. I asked him tho if he’s doing anything with anyone else but he said no. But it’s hard to believe him now 😂

can I send u a dm?

I guess not always yeah. But it’s always lingering and every time it gets “better” it kinda plummets again. But I know this will pass and better things will come. It feels nice to talk to everyone on here 🩷

Yeah, I mean I know I’m not but my brain wants me to think that I am. And thanks for not being judgemental.

Yeah you’re right. I know being in pain for this is normal and it will be okay. I just hate the process :/ I miss him a lot but I also know that’s normal… it saddens me how much I tried to make things work for all my efforts to be overlooked and unappreciated. I’m sorry u got cheated on :( and I’m happy you are in a happy marriage with someone good for you 🤍I’m not looking for a new person to date but I just feel bad seeing another guy, even as just friends. I feel like I’m cheating. I know it sounds dumb but I just have this annoying guilty conscience… I’m scared. Last relationship I had was basically 3 years but after that I got so broken and I had sexual relationships with people and just found comfort and wantedness in sex. It made me numbed out. I don’t want it to happen again and I don’t think it will but I am craving physical intimacy as well. I sound like a hoe or something but idk. I also don’t want to use anyone for comfort or to dump my emotions on. I’m seeing my best friend tomorrow but idk, I don’t feel that emotionally connected with them like how I did with him obviously.