Hey so real odd question but why do people see being a husky personality person such as what I’ll call a kemonomimi.
So for some back story. I was always raised around breeding dogs and when I was extremely young I went through trauma that then in return left me with a shattered personality. The host having little of it originally. We ended adopting personalities from many different deities into one with a husky personality.
So with this all it stacked up to many things such as having handlers, wearing collars most my older teen years and still now.
I had my family due to religious beliefs shun me even though within trying to raise a god believing person doing his teaching.
They raised the complete opposite from a god believing person but in return someone taking the moral standpoints and doing them deeply sophisticated and transforming for the world.
Then I also had to deal with my school calling the police on my main handler. Assuming my younger handler was trying to traffic me. Without even investigating into it.
I ended up being banned from wearing the collar to school for other students discussing and causing problems. Instead of school focusing on calling them down with maybe our counsellor and explaining the issue with them. Asking them not talk or be more quiet while explaining the understanding I’ve explained within their guidelines. So it’s not something forbidden and truly addressed in an accepting diverse community.
Seriously though why do people do these things? Why is it such a bad thing being a kemonomimi? Mainly when my whole life since I can remember my one and only goal was to get a good handler and be the best I could for them.
Yeah I can assure you that is not how it happened. Isn’t grooming them persuading and changing someone’s ideas by being kind to them when you normally aren’t that way. I mean I may have been at a younger age by others for sure. Though literally everything was my choice. As in even starting to date more than one person. Staying in my relationship durning certain points that they thought I was going to leave. To the point they are surprised. Now if you’re saying that towards the 61 year old. He didn’t join until I was already 18. Unless he groomed me from being hot on movies or sweet in interviews. Then doubtful because I chased him hard after I turned 18 and he joined when I was 19. I was holding him on a thread making him obsessed over me. Though as for being sexually active with those few when I was younger in my older teens. It was fully consensual and honestly I would ask for example my husband sooo often. Trust me there’s no reason to worry with them but my family specifically their biggest worry is because I like men, am not Christian and love multiple people. As for my school they may have had those worries or interpretations but without evidential proof or suspicion. Though I will say I was extremely different from normal kids so may of been harder to tell.
Grooming is the act of making you think this was all your choice. You say you have self diagnosed yourself, but you have likely only caused more damage. You really should find a therapist or other licensed professional to help you through all of this.